nothing new, just little stupid details

as the title says, nothing important really just little things that i have been thinking about. So here it is:
Son las once menos veinte, tengo media. (translated: "it is 10:40, i have a half hour.")

UNO:
Journalism two might be harder for me. im so pumped but im probably gonna get there and not know what to do at all! i dont know when the deadlines are, who to turn it into, im gonna look like a freakin idiot. but i cannot wait to go, they seem so close and i want to make more friends outside of Word. :)
DOS:
boys are stupid (well the ones i know.) they are mean, cocky, (stuck-up wayy too confident), try too hard and dont care... abd that would be a turn-off for me. whatever, i just want to meet some new ones so we could make the word scene interesting ... lol jk that sounds weird.
TRES:
im not gonna get married. not that i dont want to... its just that i wont find anyone. im totally would not be a good girlfriend or wife. im probably not gonna live that long.. then i wont have to deal with that stuff! lol. i will probably have a panick attack or something :)
CUATRO:
i had a talk with my dad in the car. a 'talk.' see the thing is... i have been lashing out at him a lot lately, him and mom, just getting mad and not able to talk-over THE STUPIDEST REASONS TOO. and i look back and im like what the fuck, why did i just do that?? So i think he mentioned something that triggered somethin in my small brain- i get mad because i dont get what i want and think i deserve it.. then later sean was reading this stupid libra thing (which is me) and it says you think life isnt fair.. And dar was like thats totally you! so i just opened my eyes. and now the hard part, goig to tell dad sorry and he was right...
but andie gave me a good tip, when i get mad just think WHY am i reacting to this question or comment like this? is it really that big of a deal?
so im gonna try to get into my word more...
CINCO:
i didnt think me and andie would work out too good, like adi and dianna. but of course we havent known eachother longer and she isnt a fleg and she talks a lot and... ect. :) but so from recent talks i feel so much closer. especially since she is like, oh dont worry i wont tell your parents. and she has told me about her life in HS and how messed up she was and tells me stuff and i tell her my embaracing stuff... its great to have someone to talk to that you respect and look up to-but isnt your parent, ya know?? like she is one of my great friends!!
SEIS:
Once upon a time there was this girl. she thought a boy was cute. ahe wanted to catch his attention and speak to him in person and not just online... speakin of embarrasin stuff. no one probably made it this far so what the heck i'll just say it :) you can guess-but its not four. and this guy-i do not like- if i can make it any clearer, message to all: I DID NOT LIKE 4, OKAY? I DID NOT STALK HIM, I JUST TALKED TO HIM ONLINE AND THOUGHT HE WAS HOT. YOU TELL ME YOU DONT WALK DOWN THE HALLS AND THINK OH THAT GIRL/GUY WAS HOT, YOUR A FAG OR A LIAR. SO THATS ALL OKAY?- anyways. this guy if like fuckin 6 1/2 feet tall-thats hot- hes blond-;)- and in journalism. well i have only talked to him online too but some times i see him in the hall. WHY AM I EVEN TALKIN BOUT THIS? SO YOU WOULD SHUT UP ABOUT 4. though he will always be hot- i wish everyone would just stop...
SIETE:
grades... so im basically not doing too good. oh well...


so yeah nothin up really... but i will keep you informed. Son las once menos tres. (it is 10:57)
throw ya hood up, hasta luego, buenos noches, hasta lavista, choi....