your choice: pics or poems, tragic or depressing

when you look at me,

what do you see?

scared quiet and shy

could that really be me?

when you look at her,

what do you see?

bubbly, talkative, friendly

could that really be she?

so why cant i be like she?

everyone tells me just to be me.

me isnt good enough compared to she

now that i dont care about she

how much i try, i can never be me

......

I come home to an open door

those flashing lights are oh so invisible

why cant you just let me have more

I let you tell me what to do

thinking for myself gets me nowhere

no use, your words are so true

following this map in my head

going circlesaround the same room

i will soon be dead

trying, i just cant stop

tell me i just cant love

say the words to make me drop

something always leads me to you

reading, writing, talking

thing is you love me too

its with you i dont have to be scared

always loving people doesnt work

other's P.O.V. the feelings werent shared

so as i come crawling back

im praying for a heart attack

at night u leave those lights on to shine

that open door saves me everytime

.....

The beat of war reigns onCan you hear the sound of marching drums?Bullets fill the skyMen kill to show their nation's prideThe smell of death and bloodHold memories of your loved ones close,Find hope in pain, my friend,Brothers in arms until the end.Slumber sweet with dreams of home,Hand in hand, don't march alone.We've got a thirst for your bloodIt's pumping through our veinsWait till the moment's right,Show no mercy[x2]What do we have to fear?Lock stock let's blow them all awayThen hide yourself in sleepHopeful they'll take you in the night,Eyes bloodshot red and straining,You'll see the ghost inside their eyesA country left in tearsWatching their flag burn and die.Slumber sweet with dreams of home,Hand in hand, don't march alone.We've got a thirst for your bloodIt's pumping through our veinsWait till the moment's right,Show no mercy[x2]Dreams of homeWe've got a thirst for your blood(We've got a thirst for your blood)Wait till the moment's right,Show no mercyWe've got a thirst for your bloodIt's pumping through our veinsWait till the moment's right,Show no mercy[x2]

**********all pictures words are song lyrics by bethany joy galleotti or a change of pace*******